My Future .. My Ass

For the last several days I’ve been more or less wasting my time doing next to nothing here . I have been contemplating about my future because of some ridiculously insane people who think I will end up becoming the Arch Bishop of Chennai dioces in a few years time. I acknowledge and I accept that I get paid a hell a lot for what I am supposed to do at work. Its fun in a way!the life that comes with it! it gives me the assurance that i can blog anytime I want :p .. Somehow I have not been able to get out of the blocks after this long break! It has always been my work first ,more than anything in the last few years . I have lost good people because of that . Truly!!



But i guess there comes a point in time when one puts aside themselves more than they should.I am seeing it with a lot of my friends right now! Today was the first time in years that I’ve been absolutely terrified about my future. When I was in school, I at least had a concept of what I wanted to do and I felt I was getting somewhere because I was doing something.. same in college!! If that makes any sense at all. I’ve had a lot of time to think about my future and what direction I want to take with my life and I don’t think that going back to school will make it any clearer. I mean, I still want to go back to school and college .. I worked too hard to get there and get my degree :-) . However, I don’t want to get out of school and do thousands and thousands of dollars worth of work for some MNC and work 10 to 8 for the rest of my existence and get paid in rupees equivalent to peanuts for the MNC. That’s not my idea of fun, that’s not how I want to spend my life. So I’ve made a very important decision this morning that will finally get me somewhere… hopefully. The elders say it will be a right decision! It’s a hell of a lot better than the other options that I didn’t have or for that matter the ones I actually had! Anyway lets not go deep into it as Im sure it wont make much sense to u!

On another topic: People who talk in the movie theaters should be shot. People who keep staring at you when you are with a pretty girl in a nice pub should have their eyes gouged out after pouring two tequila shots on flame in them!


ps : Bungi should notice that the title was decided first here and the post followed later :-) and the title is in complete relevance to the post. Its that alien in me saying this now :p